3rd day. I’m too tired to write out the word third. I guess I just did anyways though. It was the first day that I didn’t have to go anywhere. I did my work interspersed with relaxing/other stuff. I have to watch this video for science and I don’t want to because I think we watched it in class and I almost fell asleep. Normally I wouldn’t have written today, it wasn’t very interesting. Seeing as this is going to be a health project likely, I should write. We’re operating on weekend schedule, which is nice. More stores are closing and the library is extending all physical book due dates. I’ve been informed that I can’t sleepover at my aunt’s next/this coming weekend, but I can video-chat with her or something. It makes sense but I’ve been avoiding the topic for fear. I’ve been avoiding a lot of topics lately. I’m too afraid of hearing an answer I don’t like. All this hurts more than I’d like to admit. Not physically, but mentally. It’s draining and dispiriting.
-Ani (not feeling the spirit, also avoiding like a pro)